The Taxi Ride Home
For the first time in years, I feel like myself
My skin, my hair, my eyes
I see me, I hear me, and I know what I want
For the first time in years, I am able to cry
I am able to see what the world has to offer and why at any point I could die
For the first time
Since the day I felt so out of place I feel like a piece of me has been found
I don’t know where and I don’t know how
I just know I’m back where I’m supposed to be now
It feels, I feel like life has never felt like this
So perfect and imperfect all at once
But it’s still somehow pure bliss
How I just want to hold my father close and cry into his arms
For the first time, I feel so safe
But also so embarrassed cause I know I should’ve been feeling this way
I listen to my mother’s kind words
How she felt responsible for my actions
I listen and try to understand her pain
But some things were just meant to be this way
The black lining of the seats
The music on repeat
I wish I was there with my brother in the next seat
I sit in the car and listen to the beauty of my parent's voice
As we laugh I feel like crying
Because I only know now
That this will not last forever
And all I want to do is capture it somehow
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